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Mix of emotions sad and happy all at once. Its a feeling though its weird as well.Knowing and yet confused its something else. Difficult to express although knowing fully well this is what I want. this is what I wanna do. What is one to do when all these opposite forces resonates deep withn one's soul at the same time. What is one to do.Knowing very well that of all these its all because our knowledge is limited.
We only know in part and that part that we don't know we worry much of it. Why does not one just live with what they know, why should one wanna know what they wont know. Confused is n't it! confusion at its peak. Something purposeful to do burns in one 's heart but the realities of life rips it apart that u cant ignore the so called facts of life. Some confusion of mind indeed.

Should one just continue doing whatvever they've been doing?Continue you should especially if you cannot afford the realities of time out, some time to figure yourself out. One should not even get to the point where one's soul is lost in the toil of everyday life.One should not sell out their soul. It only catch up with you later on.

God seems to know better that the Just shall live by faith. SOmeone said being courageous is doing something anyway with that fear in ur heart resonating like it might just take you down.A friend like to say"I'm doing it nervous". The bible says God's perfect love cast out fear.Courage is a word that sound heroic ...

This one quote today said" Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is aquite voice at the end of the day saying .. :"I ll try again tomorrow"
I also still say sometimes its just to say I cant take this no more.. tHis one I know from personal experience that it takes courage to say NO THANKS.Especially if u've been a hero, lifesaver to so many. Its difficult that suddenly u wont be the hero anymore.

It hink its better to be the HERO that one is proud of when by urself. That when u are by urself, u know that u r okay, that u re not just impressing- u re not doing an act. U r being urself. There's nothing as beautiful as doing stuff and doing pretty well that this is from deep within and that just you.

One need to then know who they are!Who they really are, what make them who they are, what makes them tick and what make them cross.......................TO BE CONTINUED

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